![]() Today, I am very aware of how my thoughts create, but back then, all I could recognize was that I felt scared.įor the next six months these toxic feelings continued. It was these feelings that created the toxicity in my mind that eventually manifested in my body. I felt guilty, ashamed, embarrassed, humiliated, stupid, and many other negative vibrations. You have all morning, afternoon and evening to think about what you might have done differently.” All my critical thinking could say was “Sunny, you have been a very bad girl, and because of it, you now have six months to lie in this bed and think about it. I made a big mistake, and this was my punishment. I could hear this whisper of a voice within me, offering to help … but I refused to allow it. Bed rest did not sit with me very well as I am an Aries and like to go, go, go. My child and I were at severe risk for seizures, liver and kidney damage and the doctors felt bed rest would help minimize those complications. The only time I could get out of bed was to use the restroom or to go to my doctor’s appointment, which were every other day. And when I say complete bed rest, I mean complete bed rest. The doctors prescribed strong medication for the high blood pressure and recommended complete bed rest for the remainder of my pregnancy. On an energetic level, I was getting weaker and weaker, and the heaviness began to take a toll on me physically, mentally and emotionally.ĭuring the fourth month of my pregnancy I developed severe toxemia, which eventually led to eclampsia: pregnancy-induced high blood pressure. This kind of energy is very heavy and because I was not protecting my energy, I suffered. ![]() The energy that was present in our relationship was also fueled by lack: lack of money, lack of self-esteem and lack of self-worth. So, at age eighteen, I found myself pregnant and in a relationship with someone who drank daily, and as you might expect, this posed many challenges. On some level, I knew I was meant to have this baby even though on the exterior I felt it was not right. Thoughts of an abortion crossed my mind, and I was even encouraged to do so, but when faced with the decision, I could not do it. I had not planned to have a baby, not ever. This physical healing began with my pregnancy at the age of eighteen. Raphael stood beside me as my most challenging physical healing occurred 21 years ago. Personal Experience: The loving healing energy of Archangel Raphael saved my life. I feel this energy moving within me and I affirm that I am healthy and whole, and that well-being is my divine birthright. Heal and restore every aspect of my being for the highest good of all … and so it is!Īs I invoke Archangel Raphael’s energy, I see the emerald green energy completely surround my body. Help me to heal any wounds – physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually – from the past or present. Please surround me and fill me with health, well-being, and wholeness. I am in need of healing at this time, and I ask that you infuse me with your healing energy. Invocation: I ask Archangel Raphael to surround me in his healing vibration of emerald green light. Helps with: Eliminating or reducing addictions and cravings, healing on all levels, guidance and support for healers, physical and spiritual eyesight, clairvoyance, and finding lost pets. Raphael heals physical bodies as well as mental, emotional, and spiritual bodies. Pronounced RAH-fee-uhl, it means “God heals” or “God has healed.” Raphael is the Archangel of healing. Private Exclusive Personal VIRTUAL Retreats.6-Month Personal Mentoring Relationship.Mind*Body*Spirit Practitioner Application.Mind Body Spirit Practitioner Intensive Program.Invoking the Archangels Certification Course.Business Entrepreneur Intensive Application. ![]()
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